What's Your Personality Type?
You Are An ENFP

The Inspirer

You love being around people, and you are deeply committed to your friends.
You are also unconventional, irreverent, and unimpressed by authority.
Incredibly perceptive, you can usually sense if someone has hidden motives.
You use lots of colorful language and expressions. You're quite the storyteller!

In love, you are quite the charmer. And you are definitely willing to risk your heart.
You often don't follow through with your flirting or professed feelings. You break a lot of hearts.

At work, you are driven but not a workaholic. You just always seem to enjoy what you do.
You would make an excellent entrepreneur, politician, or journalist.

How you see yourself: compassionate, unselfish, and understanding

When other people don't get you, they see you as: gushy, emotional, and unfocused

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So, I just did it. I get all my school stuff updated (dealing with this since 4 month!!!) and I hope to have now more time. It's getting on my nerves. I have to stay 3 more weeks in school, than I can go to work until April. I have to write two essays until next week, but not today, or not now, maybe later =P

I did take a bath some hours before and somebody liked to annoy me: every time I engaged the shower, somebody did take water two, so I stopped the water. When the line was free I engaged the water again and the play began a second time. This happend more than 10 times!!! I had all the lather in my face! I was more than pissed off. And later my mother smiled at my in a deceitful way. ARRRRRRGGGHHH.

I found some old Icons when I made some new XD. So here is some old and some new stuff (even my header is new)

[9] Robert Pattinson
[10] Robert & Kristen
[30] House S1E1
[25] Harry Potter And the Philosopher’s Stone
[45] Narnia
[100] Pride and Prejudice


Teaser:


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I can't find what I'm searching. I search good twilight caps. I have some, but they are not good, not really, its hard to work with them.

I hope somebody can help me

love you

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I'm sorry. I'm a bad friend the last days. My world is changing and I can't think about everything. School is out for the next 2 months and I'm going to work. I don't know where this thing between me and R. is going to go to (bad english, I know ... sorry). Yesterday was beautiful except on thing. A lot of emotion and other things.

So, next week I'm going to work ... I hope it'll be better than the last time ... I wanna show that I'm more, than what they may think right now =)

wish you all a nice weekend, my dears!

Things are ending too fast. We can't control them, but it is like that. So we can't do anything against it.

just crying or dying

So, this is going to be a meme. Just tell me, what kind of picture you would like to see, and I'll make one ^^

The last day was quite long. School was ok. I had some fun with Robert, but I mostly thinking about, what we have *roll eyes*
After school (at 3 pm) I had to wait in Halle (town were I work, but not live) for a part of my family, because we wanted to go to the vaudville. And it was cooold. I had frozen and it was lonely. My family came on 4.20 pm. We watched a Christmas performance made for kids (weihnachtsrevue). It was great! My niece had a lot of fun, was laughing, screaming and dancing. After that we had been on the Christmas market. There are more booths for food, that with other things. It was overcrowded and I had to keep my niece with me. So I was home at 9 pm. Long Day XD
A the morning (today) I had a message from Robert. He only asekd how the last day ended ... we are going to talk that night because he is having late shift (poor guy).

So now I'm having a lot to do: School things, some girl want that I write an update on my FF, I want to make some icons, maybe get a new layout XD ... a lot to do. And later I want to do some sport and meditate (I really like it) =)

Wish you a nice weekend my loves!!!

snagged from deans_slay_gal

Bold the things you've done. (Swiped from slayerkate who swiped it from dhark_charlotte and musesinspire)

( WHAT I HAVE DONE )

So today I had to write a little test ... it was quit easy, but some didn't learn -.-

In the morning my group had to finish a poster about the skin of old people. I was bright, that robert came early, so we could make it together. It is weird to talk and laugh with him, seeing his eyes like I do and knowing, that this will be so hard to wait that long.

Snow, everywhere. I can't believe it XD. I wanted to build a snowman with my little niece, but my mum had some other plans. So I'll sleep a short time and than do some school stuff and learn. I want to learn and to work a bit more out for my second phase of practical involvement. I want to show that I can do and know more than I look right now. I had a bad time at the first phase. Thinking to much XD I should try not to think ^^

I want to try meditation later this day. Thanks again to malfsend

Hope you all have a nice day!

We are talking. I can't really concentrate myself. He wants to let one thing, to be untalked. The thing let us be ...  weird.
So, we are going to forget this, and we are going to restart at the point, before this happend.
Now I feel better. He wants more, but slow, and this is exactly what I want. The last week was so weird.

I hope its getting better ... I'm tired right now, but I'll speek with him, some more minutes.

thanks to all! love you

Robert wanted to talk to me. But he couldn't tell me, with seeing me (hu??). I don't know which issue he has. Maybe he wants to say that this has to stop. Thats what I'm thinking.  I hope I'm wrong, because he  is ... he gives me so much. 

Well he is coming later I think. I'm afraid, but I know, that this could be like that. But I'm hopping. *sighing*

So ... the last weeks had been ... I can't discribe it. But I had a lot to do. School takes so much free time. The guy (who is going in my class). He is so lovely. We had a really hot conversation some nights before. But it makes all more complicated.

I wanted so much to do, but all I can do is thinking or stupid crap. Does anyone know something, which could help to be more concentratet? Or something, that helps, not to mix my thoughts? XD

I really need someone, who likes to kick my ass a bit. Some one of you like too? XD

So. friday is off. I want to do something with my little nice and I hope that Robert have some time for me. We wanted to go and drink a cup of coffee.

So. I hope all of you have a nice afternoon, or day XD

Why is the world that crappy? Why am I that crappy? Why I'm hurting myself in believing?
How can I stop this? Is there a way?

No answer, just tears and drinks ... ha, and I'm not really drinking alcohol

I got tagged by marciavandecamp

The Rules

A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs & replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

B) Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.


1. What are your nicknames?
- As kid the most called me Jule or Julchen. My friends later called me spooky or milla. Someone is calling my right now J.

2. What do you do before bedtime?
- Sometimes I read or watch tv, and I allways play a game on my mobile phone when I lie and try to sleep.

3. What fandom(s) are you most into at the moment?
- House, Greys Anatomy, Private Practice, Battlestar Galactica

4. What is your most cherished memory from childhood?
- As I was in the first class in school, before my mother get sick, my dad sometimes took me from school and we cooked something we loved to eat. That was great.

5. What's your favorite type of books?
- The books by Dan Brown, novels about agyptían history, thriller

6. What book you are reading now?
- "The flavour of death" (Duft des Todes) by Lin Anderson and "The prophetess of Luxor" by Suzanne Frank

7. Do you trust easily?
- Sometimes

8. What was your first big fandom?
- Dr, Quinn and Buffy

9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
- A friend of mine wanted to help me to get over a guy, but the way she did it makes me cry.

10. What's your favourite clothes style?
- casual but even chic

11. What's one childhood item that you still have with you today?
- A pillow, I get it from my parents as I was 8 or so. I can't sleep without it *hehe*

12. What websites do you visit daily?
- LJ, An RPG ... sorry nothing more

13. Who are currently the most important people to you?
- I actually don't know. But I love my friends pretty much.

14. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
- I would say she is a nice person, with a new job XD

15. What’s the last song that got stuck in your head?
- "Wenn du durchhängst" by Udo Lindenberg ... I got it from the person I thought ....

16. What’s your favorite item of clothing?
- Just a pretty shirt

17. You get to spend the day with a fictional character. Who?
- House, absolutly House

18. What turns you on (in the gender/s of your choice, baby, this is the 21st century)?
- Someone who is older than me, who is talking about sex, who understands me and listen to me .... someone like ....

19. What would you like to achieve within the next 3 years?
- Finish apprenticeship, get a boyfriend (???)

20. What should you be doing right now.
-sleep

21. What do you feel right now?
- pain

I tag love_kate_walsh andshedies crazychica802 lisa_rocks18 kimbari verwuenscht fannie85 and kaczurda

SO, I have a new Layout, header, profile layout etc. I allready have to do a lot more like: post some things, create my own mood themes ...

But now, I would like to know your opinion about the new layouts. so please, tell me XD

Whish you a nice week


by the way ... I feel better, I'm still sick, but it's going to be better =)

No, I just had to take some pills.

The weekend was .... diversified. I had a big fight with my mom last day. It was really bad, and it hurts. It allways hurts. But when it comes to some bad things, we all stay close together.
But today, I get ill. I feel really bad right now and I don't think that I'll be long awake. Next day we write a short test and I'm happy, that I learned all yesterday. So I only have to repeat all tomorrow morning.

I hope you all had a great weekend. ^^

Teaser:



( r.s., maybe ??? )

And this is good XD.

It is positive. I mean, I feel a little better. I think all will go better, it is only in my mind. Could be, or???
I read a book. It is really good, and in some aspects it shows my, what I did. I don't really want to talk about it. What I want to say is, that I now know, what I can do, to be happier. And maybe my Harrison Conners, or Parker Street (same person) will came into my life. XD

I don't really know what to say, but I get, that I have to say ANYTHING. My life is changing. My new work is good. I like it really, but I know that it is not, what I really wanna do. But I have to wait for it, another 3 years, than I can start studying. I hate the german bureaucracy =( IT SUCKS!
Well what I really want to say is, that I have to work a lot, It looks like more than before. Taday I have ... I dont' know how to say in english ... part shift [?]. I have to work in the morning and in the afternoon unti evening. It is okay, I even had yesterday, but I habe to stand up early next morning [early shift] and I have to go by train, so I'm home at 21:30. And like you see, I stand up at 4 in the morning. I have to go in some minutes.
I hope that I'll find rhythm soon. I miss my person [soulmatie] and all the other friends I have.

Hopefully we'll seen us later.

Love you